Do Leaders Get a Break?

I've been busy over the past week, wrapping up things onboard my ship. My relief is onboard, and I have brought him up to speed on how to do rounds of the engine room and how to log water test results. When I was a Third Enigneer, there was a certain finality to this occasion: detachment from the vessel, and 30 to 60 days of uninterrupted time off. At the First Engineer level, there is a new cross-current of talking to peers- and to the "marine placement specialists" or detailer. The result being alternatives to the 30-to-60 day off routine. So I have to learn to embrace the ambiguity of when I'll get called back to a ship, and when I'll be assigned to Navy Reserve duty. And for the other First Engineers wondering when I'll be available to cover their time off, I can honestly say, "It'll happen when it happens". Happy Easter Season to all!